restart

Greetings everyone!

I am sorry for the long pause from the last post I made. I just couldn't find the time (and the mood) to make any post. I was busy teaching from 7am-6pm for around 6 days a week. Although, the money is great, but my mind and body are depleted in the process. I can't lie that I enjoyed doing it at some point. But, putting more thoughts into it, it is rather more exhausting than fun. Maybe it was just me. I am not really good in giving great first impressions and setting the atmosphere of the class. I ended up draining my energy having to think about how to turn up the mood.

Maybe it's just not my thing.

I feel like I haven't discovered myself that much yet. And for that, I still have a long way to go and so many things to try. But, first thing first, I need to be more focused. Anything I am doing, I have to invest my all. My mind, my energy, my time, and my everything. That is the most important of all.

Other than this issue, I'm just happy. Even though I felt empty at one time, I realized it was not the end of the world. I have to be a mindful person. I have so much love around myself that losing one won't affect anything. That keeping your friends and family close is the most necessary. That praying to God really helps a lot.

and maybe, it is time to restart again.

Happy Fasting! Happy Ramadhan!