October 25, 2018

the sound of your heart

you can always talk with other people,
like a lot of people.
ask for their opinion.
read books and try to look for clue.
listen to podcasts or watch motivational videos.
everything,
to find this so called answer.

but you forget to do one thing,
the one most important thing.
to look inside yourself.
to find it within.
not without.

October 9, 2018

it ends well (i hope)



it's ending.
well, i hope.
it's not like we both want it to end.
it's just, the circumstances we're in, the mistakes we both made,
the people who are involved,
they are all adding up to this moment.
we just can't help it.
we both need this.





screw you ghaniyya, who can't bring herself to hate him.