April 9, 2017

[99] fluctuate

"You can get mad at me. You can hit me as hard as you want. You can yell at me. But please remember one thing, don't ever ignore me. It hurts." -him-
I don't know what happened with these past few weeks (or months?). I turned into this sensitive jerk who easily got angry when nobody's around or when I was in front of some really close people.
"Sweetheart, let's try to control it better. Try to calm yourself down whenever you feel like getting angry. It never does you any good, doesn't it? Another thing, don't vent your anger to things around you. Maybe it's just your doll or headset for now, but we never know what would happen in the future. It could be me that you break." -him-
Yeah. I realize it already, from when I was angry to be exact. I didn't even want to get angry. I know that I was just hurting myself doing so. But, you know, sometimes you just wanted people to know. You just wanted people to understand and to feel the same anger that you had. And..... it's totally wrong.

Let's be calm and be more patient.
Bismillah..

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