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have you ever feel that you're such a failure? that everything you do seem to be wrong. seem to be unacceptable. seem below par. that nothing you do is sufficient and pleasing.

i have. for sure.

i don't say "i had" cause there's a reason for it.

perhaps this is the so-called mid-life crisis. or perhaps this is just my PMS talking.

or even, it is time for me to seriously slap my face and kick my own but and yell "MOVE! For God's sake!"

however, do i have the privilege to sulking and pouting and just pitying myself?

i don't think so. okay, for just a very tiny bit of time, i do have it. but it's not for me to stop. it's for me reflect on myself and my past and start restructuring my plan for the future.

which path should i take?

Skeptical

In this era, information is more than just accessible. It's always coming and always flowing even when you're not looking for it.
It's not just being available, it's sometimes also attacking us.

Read, Listen, Pay Attention

then you shall understand.

What life has to offer.
What life has been giving to you.

The One?

How would you know whether this person really is meant for you?
I mean, we never have this exact science and explanation of how some relationships work long terms and some don't. More often than not, we thought someone would survive the relationships while they wouldn't.

Silence

Continuing from several posts ago.

I'm well aware that I said we need silence. We need to have time to ourselves to contemplate, to re-adjust our daily activities (whether they're still in line with your ultimate goal in life), to basically re-charge your energy (hey, meeting too many negative people is exhausting).