i'm 22 and i can't believe it. goodness, am i seriously getting older? even though i know how simple of a knowledge it is, getting older each seconds, but believing isn't that simple. july 26th, 00.05am, i get older for another year.
what have i done these past 22 years and 5 days? what have i achieved? have i made my family proud? have i? these questions always bring me to tears. to self-pity. to a very long silence. and i've never felt confident enough to answer those questions because i know the answers are disappointing.
i'm grateful to have my family and my friends who love me, who always there, who always try to understand me, and who never give up on pushing me.i just hope i can start reacting to your push soon. i can start moving soon. wherever it is i'm going.
i'm getting older, but am i getting more mature each second?
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