August 25, 2016

finding me

"Unleash your potential."

That is what they always said. It is about something that is actually within you, waiting for you to call them and take them out of you. Because, indeed, we all are great human being if we consistently choose and pursue that greatness wholeheartedly. So, look deeper inside your heart. Be aware of your true potential. Believe that you are greater than you are right now if you just push yourself a little bit more. Believe in your own strengths.

Every human being in this world, we have choices. We do have the power to choose how we are going to spend every single second of our life. We can control how we are going to react or feel towards the thing that happened in our life. So, choose wisely.

Actually, my first purpose when I started writing this post, I want to share. Lately, I've been joining a program. Leadership Development Program. This program was initiated by the center director and a group of students who want to grow who are hungry of knowledge. We learn, grow, and inspire each other.

I just wanna say that I feel grateful to be in the program. I am very happy to be surrounded by such positive people who share the same dream; becoming the better and even best version of ourselves and help other people to be one too. It is heartwarming. I know I haven't gotten that close to all chiefs, but I know I grow fond of them.

And I also know that there are still so many things that I have to cut out off my system so that I can grow bigger, taller, and better as a person. I just hope, I'm on the right track. I just hope, I am moving forward and upward :)
 
mi luv :)

June 6, 2016

restart

Greetings everyone!

I am sorry for the long pause from the last post I made. I just couldn't find the time (and the mood) to make any post. I was busy teaching from 7am-6pm for around 6 days a week. Although, the money is great, but my mind and body are depleted in the process. I can't lie that I enjoyed doing it at some point. But, putting more thoughts into it, it is rather more exhausting than fun. Maybe it was just me. I am not really good in giving great first impressions and setting the atmosphere of the class. I ended up draining my energy having to think about how to turn up the mood.

Maybe it's just not my thing.

I feel like I haven't discovered myself that much yet. And for that, I still have a long way to go and so many things to try. But, first thing first, I need to be more focused. Anything I am doing, I have to invest my all. My mind, my energy, my time, and my everything. That is the most important of all.

Other than this issue, I'm just happy. Even though I felt empty at one time, I realized it was not the end of the world. I have to be a mindful person. I have so much love around myself that losing one won't affect anything. That keeping your friends and family close is the most necessary. That praying to God really helps a lot.

and maybe, it is time to restart again.

Happy Fasting! Happy Ramadhan!

April 3, 2016

March 6, 2016

just try

Stop being scared
But never stop loving me
For my feeling will never fail you
For this story will never end
Because you, me, and all in between
What has happened was the truest of all

So, stop being scared
Because I know you
Even when you don't know yourself
Deep down
We are attracted to each other
And it's more than enough.



With a glass of mocha latte, Oct 2nd 2015